Seemingly Never-Ending Soliloquy

It feels like it will never end

It's not that I can't do it
Alone
It's not that I haven't been
Alone
I'm here now, aren't I?
All
Alone

But I don't know
Who You are
Or might be
You who would join me
I don't know what to expect
What to think
Did I scare You away
Already?

Or were You
The one that died
When I was just
Eighteen?

It feels like it will never end

This
Seemingly
Never-ending
Solitude

Soliloquy

It's always been
Just
Me

It's not that I don't like
Me
It's not that I don't know
Me
Or wish that somehow I wouldn't be
Me

I make myself laugh
All the time
But I've heard all my jokes
A million times over
And over again

It feels like it will never end

Just another
Seemingly
Never-ending

Soliloquy